love is something to be created.

you can develop it anywhere and with anyone.

so long as i am able to enjoy myself,

vio/owen/val
15, white, neurodivergent + mentally ill
nonbinary lesbian, they/she/he
pls switch btwn my names now n then if possible ^__^
baby druid, gyaru enthusiast

i consider it to be a very fulfilling way of life.

in order for me to live freely—

byf
-i have trust issues and im prone to paranoia. if ur stance on fiction=reality or nonbinary lesbians is vague i’ll have a hard time trusting u
-im kinda neutral on fiction=reality but like if u love pedo/incest and claim it "doesn't affect you" im gonna fucking stomp on you bitch wtf are you talking about!!!!!!
-the only "discourse" i bring on the tl is in form of acceptance (e.g. xenogender positivity) or just mentions (e.g. asking nonlesbians to speak up for lesbians sometimes).
-pedophilic and incestuous ships make me nauseous. please tag even implications of these (e.g. discussion of anti-antis)
-i really don’t like callout culture but i don’t want to take the risks of following someone bad
-i use fancams but only to annoy pretentious people i dont ever use them to make fun of tragedy or anything
-occasional nsfw jokes untagged, just shit like. milf mentions. but anything that like has way more direct nsfw connotations will be tagged!
-i self ship but i dont talk abt it much and i dont chara claim ^__^
-i also kin but i dont talk abt that much either and im not super serious w/ it
-i talk abt trans headcanons somewhat often! on the topic of trans headcanons i dont rt any cisswaps.
-i tend to tag triggers as “(trigger)” rather than “tw (trigger)”! just in case u have “tw (trigger)” muted rather than the trigger word
-i dont like to consider myself idoltwt bc of how my hyperfixating can drastically shift what's on my account. this is just me having a good time :)

i accept the fact that i may be wounded all over.

i want to build a small bridge of trust.

dni
nonbinary lesbian anti
truscum/transmed
xenogender anti
anti-anti/pro-ship (otherwise fiction=/=reality people okay if you dont use it to excuse incest/pedophilia)

blacklist
images/illustrations of the spider crab
lesbophobia
fetishization of lesbians
pedophilia
incest
sex/human trafficking
skin picking/biting
impulse control disorders/bfrbs (it’s okay to not tag awareness posts about them)
call me by your name (i have the acronym and full name muted!)
enstars (just a discomfort; no need to tag if you talk about it frequently!)

i have “VDL” muted as a catchall! caps not necessary, just wanted to make the L clear.

even if it’s a thin, unreliable string.

so you’ve made it past all that! yaaay~
choose where you would like to go now!

ext

music

int

contact

faves

kins

ships

self ship

all of this is optional! if you wanna go back to my twt, click here!
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ive run out of mhyk quotes

hi hi~! im vio, but u can also call me owen or val! not an owen kinnie. just wanted 2 steal his name. i tried to sound strict and shit in the byf + dnfi but im not a very threatening person at all. im just squattin here. i have adhd and it affects how i act VERY much. pls be patient with me if i take a while to reply or follow you back! i overreact to things often, but it really only lasts for like thirty seconds and then i’m fine. emotional dysregulation moment <3

enough about my adhd. though my social skills are... less than ideal, im quite a sociable person! i love interacting w/ my mutuals!! i tend to tease people quite a bit and be overdramatic (e.g. jokingly saying i hate ppl), so plsplspls tell me if i push any boundaries!

i really enjoy learning about spirituality in different cultures. i mentioned that im a baby witch; i mostly work in the area of celtic paganism and druidry!

my aesthetic is an unholy mix of gyaru y2k scene and raver

i identify as bigender but i... have no idea what the two genders i identify as are. i'm just fucken vibing

click yuzuha to go back to the menu!

all of them r so LONG

im currently hyperfixating on mahoyaku!

my other interests include:
CUE! -see you everyday-, the idolm@ster (765, 876, 961, 315, 283, 346), idolish7, A3!, genshin impact, identity v, team starkid, fire emblem, all miwashiba works, the magnus archives, the adventure zone, the penumbra podcast

i am critical of all my interests!! click yuuki to go back to the menu!

sonya fire emblem is my favorite fictional character ever!! ive loved her 3 years strong now so my thoughts have just melted from comprehensive analysis to ehehehe wwoman :) but just know that if i see anything that i have not seen of her i will be elated for DAYS

*blows kiss to the sky* for natsume sakasaki.......

im super super fixated on cain knightley rn. i just love this man SO MUCH i CANT TAKE IT thinking of him lifts my mood from rock fucking bottom and i just auagaaggahg

seishi yodogawa shaped my taste in fictional men... as much as i shame my 2018 self, drrb helped me through the worst period of my life. even today i still turn to him for comfort sometimes. i miss u king....

NORIKO FUKUDA!!! head empty no thoughts. i like her... i like tot hink about her... :)

cain + owen + figaro + faust oshi,
rinneM + meiM overall moonM,
norikoP + takaneP overall 961P + 876P,
kannaP + yuka oshi, yuikaP meiP overall l’anticaP,
tenn + gaku oshi overall trigger oshi,
chikage + azu + sumi oshi overall haru + gekka oshi

non mobage faves are
genshin: all fatui harbingers (esp. signora <3), keqing, xinyan, chongyun
idv: fiona gilman, demi bourbon, ann, mary
fe: hector, l’arachel, heather, severa, charlotte
miwashiba games: mikado aisaka, efina (lieat), iris ashbery, teacher (alice mare), kanou sesena
tma: distortion avatars, jane prentiss

click chisa to go back to the menu!

my ultimate comfort ships are riemei, satorinne, eirichel, chikacitoita, yukimomo, and kanna ariura x tomo fujii!! i birthed tomokanna from my massive brain by the logic of character i love x character i want to be lmao. i tend to not be a super big person on ships, just inhaling any content whatsoever, but ive probably cried over these pairings (except tomokanna because... no content).

mhyk: caiowe, shinoarthurheath, figafau
cue: harumaika, yuuai, mihamaho, aya x chisa
imas: haruchiha, minanao, kanashiho, kaorio, himehime
i7: tamaioriku
a3: tentai, fuyupoly
idv: yidhrann... also patfio, marymi, demivera, yidhrafio, literally like any f/f pairing involving fiona demi or vera
fe: nepheather, lucisev, elihec

i always forget ship names so. who knows if these are accurate!
click airi to go back to the menu!

my favorite artist atm is rina sawayama!! i do not shut up about her

other fav artists include loona, red velvet, yukika, purplebeck, glass beach, dialogue+, wasuta

other artists that idk much abt but i just very much enjoy: depeche mode, pinkshift, april march, fiona apple, nanahira, camellia, manon, destroy boys

saw red velvet 2.17.18

click miharu to go back to the menu!

art account: @trgyaru
k/jpop account: @dreamylogue
positive rinne myojin bot: @positiverinne
priv account: @eanullambru
quiet tl: @chilettaflores
curiouscat: orbityuki
ig: @gladiusprocella
ao3: vividseptet
discord: cain the world#0806
line id: popipa

mirishita id: J9XW84JE
cue id: 29566809234
mahoyaku id: 04466001284
idv user (NA/EU): souljaboyfiona

any mutuals can rq my priv + quiet tl! i may be a bit selective though; nothing personal, just trust issues. lmk if u rq me on any mobage!
click riko to go back to the menu!

i kiss doubles on the lips and i dont think i really am my kins. theyre mostly characters that i find comfort seeing myself in.

the only kins of mine u rlly need to know abt r akane nonohara, riku nanase, eirika fire emblem, and riquet ortiz

but if u care to see the rest, check out my kin carrd! its just 1 page

click aya to go back to the menu!

my self inserts are not very fleshed out yet but. ahaHA. i self ship w/ sonya (fire emblem), signora (genshin) and. chiletta flores. yes she is married and also dead her involvement with my self insert happened Before both of those

i also platonically self ship w/ a lot of mobage charas. i want 2 be their friends....... auuaaghh

quarantine has made me so touch starved that i need to fantasize about beautiful women embracing me

click mahoro to go back to the menu!

my friends r da best ppl in da WORLDDDD
alphabetical
angela avery (inactive twt </3)
bat bex
caiden charlie
eden ephy eric eva
fay
giana
lawrence lav linny (2018) linny (2020) liz (inactive twt </3)
macks meg mint
nana nix
reese rinne
shiloh
tal tobin
vince
yeb